Lately, I would stare at my blog editor and try to think on what to write about, and I keep coming up blank. It like my brain is switch off and all I do is stare at my screen waiting for a spark to appear.
The fact that I’m writing about how I have this blogging block and my brain keeps turning up blank, should indicate to you on how dire things are at the moment.
But in the past couple of months, my mind seems to be all over the place, and I can’t seem to focus on anything – especially anything blogging related.
I keep asking myself ‘c’mon girl, what is wrong with you?’ – nothing is wrong with me I would answer, I can’t seem to find anything to write about at the moment.
Which now I said it, is kind of rubbish isn’t it. What sort blogger admit that they don’t have anything to write about?
The problem is, apart from not being able to focus on anything, is the fact that I really have no discipline in life right now.
I go to bed when I want, and I get up when I want as well. I eat what I want, and I do what I want. I have no real disciplinary telling me what not to do.
Which is all part of the parcel of being a grown-up, you supposed to be your own disciplinary. But I don’t seem to have that skills, and I’m pretty much a loose cannon.
I wish I were more discipline in life and I hope I could be disciplinary like my husband, but I’m just not.
My husband Richard, he does strength/bodybuilding and when you do those kinds of practices, you do need to be disciplined. He will get up at the crack of dawn to go to the gym (I off course, give him a gentle nudge to help him out of bed), he will go on these crash healthy eating diet – while I would be eating a pizza, and he would read up on nutrition and watch bodybuilding competition.
I have to admit, I kind of feel like the only way out of my blogging block is to reinforce some discipline and follow some of my husband principles which easier said than done.
So at the moment I just need to keep working my way through it and hoping I will get over my blogging block and try to have discipline and a routine in my life. I’m hoping a spark will ignite and I get over this block.